Quiet Girl
By Hecate
You're laying
there, finally calm. But I don't like this calmness. I hate it. I want you to
wake up again. I want you to open your eyes. I want you to speak to me, to tell
me that everything will work out just fine. I want you.
But I fear you
won't do one of these things. I fear you found a place to stay. You won't wake
up, will you? It's not that I wouldn't wish you peace. I do. But I want you to
find that peace in my arms.
You know, I
would give you everything. I would do everything. But it's too late now. Even
if you would wake up. It's too late. I can't change what happened between us.
There's nothing I could do make it better. There's nothing you could do to make
it better.
A part of me hates
you. A part of me wants you to die. A part of me loves you. A part of me wants
to turn back time and catch you before you fall.
I wonder if you
can hear me right now. What you think of me. I wonder if the dream meant
something. Did you really try to help me ? I see you in my dreams. I feel your
presence when I'm asleep. You're laying close to me, I feel your breath. I feel
your warmth. But I can't reach you.
Your image is
tattooed on my eyes. I will never forget you. Even if there will be a time when
I want to. I start to ask myself who you really are. When we first met I
thought you're like the sun. You burnt me, you amazed me. I fell into you.
When you
betrayed me you became the night. I hate the night. I hate darkness. It's going to kill me
one day. And now... You are a star, Faith. My guiding star. But even stars are
dying.
End
Quiet Girl
Langston Hughes
I would liken you
To a night without stars
Were it not for your eyes.
I would liken you
To a sleep without dreams
Were it not for your songs
Disclaimer:
Characters aren’t mine