Everybody falls

Hecate

 

 

 

Dom cocks his head to one side, his broad chest heaving, the pattern Lettie's and Vince's blood left behind moving with every intake of breath. He

listens quietly to the sound of the approaching police cars, pupils dilated and his whole body rigid. He knows that it's over. And I have to think about

his words :I will never go back into jail And now they come to take him back.

 

He's scared. Desperate, angry, left alone...Things he isn't used to. And I know what I have to do, what I will do. Because this is Dom for Christ's sake.

The man taking you into his family, into his team without hesitation. The friends you betrayed. I can still turn it around, still give him another chance.

And I will.

 

His eyes show surprise when I give him the car keys. And I force a smile on my lips and shrug. "I'm still owing you a Ten- Second-Ride." He smiles

now, too. God, this wonderful smile. Barely there but saying so much more than words could ever do. He takes the keys and turns around to go.

But then, he stops.

 

"Come with me" I hear the words, I understand the meaning but still I can't believe them. I can't believe Dom asks me that. That he wants me to come

with him. I betrayed him ! He lost his woman because of me. He lost his family, his friends, everything. And he wants me to come with him.

 

My heartbeat quickens at this idea, the image of us floating my mind. Dom and me escaping, driving through the country at high speed, always moving,

 never looking back. It's exiting me.

 

God, Brian ! How can you even think about this ? You can't do that ! The consequences it will have. My career would be over. Spoil that, it already is.

But I still have a job, I'm still free. If I run with him, I can really be charged, I can lose all. Me of all people should know that. But Dom, Dom is standing

there and waits for an answer. Dom. Being with him and the others felt so much better, felt so much more like family than being with the LAPD ever did.

 

And what about Mia ? Sweet, lovely Mia ? The woman you love ? Remember this Brian, she's the woman you love ! Your Woman ! But how can I love

 her, when I have to remind myself I do ?

 

God ,Mia. I promised I would never hurt her. Well, I did. I hurt her, I hurt her brother. And somehow the latter one seems to be so much more important

to me now. I hurt Dom.

 

He's really like gravity Mia. You were right about that. He pulled me in like everybody else. And I don't want to change that, don't want to escape his

pull. I guess I like it. I shouldn't but I do.

 

"Brian ?" His voice is questioning now, his eyes searching mine.  The police cars are closer now and if we want to use our chance we have to go now.

I have to decide. Fast and for the rest of my life. Because if I go with him, I can't go back. It's forever then. Dom and me. Me and Dom.

 

And his eyes demand an answer now, urging me to come with him. And I feel like falling, caught by gravity, a whole universe spinning in front of my

eyes. Different roads to take and I have to make a choice.

 

I told Mia that she's the Number 1, not her brother. I told her, I loved her. I was lying.

 

End.

 

Everybody falls in small degrees

Everybody falls in small degrees

- it's gravity

 

"Gravity" Josh Joplin Group

 

Diclaimer: Characters and lyrics aren’t mine

 

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