Killing Me (R Williams, G Chambers)

i dont mind the abuse

it fills the time

when im not much use

but its killing me, killing me slowly

they all say

im too restless

but words cut deep

when you're defenceless

and they're killing me, but killing me slowly

there was a time when we were fine

and i could tolerate you

i do believe that you should leave

'cos ive grown to hate you

should i be weak and turn my cheek

'cos im scared to fall

but i just dont know you

and you dont know me at all

ive been told that loves a celebration

but ive lost faith through frustration

and its killing me, but killing me slowly

you paint my picture black

the jokes on me

and i dont wanna laugh

remember the good times

wont you bring them back someday, somehow

i dont mind feeling blue

if i could smile just like you do

and its killing me, killing me slowly

i cant go on alone

pretending nothings wrong

maybe i just want to belong

somewhere, somehow, somehow